brandon2cool

It seems like once a week or two I come in to check my messages and when I have a lot time look at art. Well despite going to school, working over time and getting drawing the short straw in everything I do, a big piece of me died when I got sober.

Since my start on Deviant to July 2012 I could write all the time because I was an alcoholic. Music and alcohol fueled beautiful emotions that are now gone or show in brief glimpses. When I do try to write I don't have that same fire or magic and it shows.

Even when I have few mental break downs which are rare are write and end up deleting because I hate them. However, I seen 'Poison" which didn't have a name and added it. 

Come July I have 3 years of sobriety despite being dealt bad cards and left and right. If I didn't stop drinking for good this time I wouldn't be writing this right now.

Wow my DeviantArt needed some loving. I needed to give it an update and so I did. I was thinking I should really write again. I thought being sober killed that but maybe it didn't. I found myself writing verses in my head, lyric wise that come to me in the shower.

"The future is our past looking forward"

Tulips are my favorite flower and are hands down more beautiful than a Rose. Looking through the eyes of a Rose will leave one shallow leaving a filthy image of the world.

Shit, I haven't written in awhile but I check the site regularly for notifications. I been sober for almost year now which is a surprise because at my rate I was told I would be dead in at least a year or 2 and thats only if I was lucky.

lol...I'm still here lurking around because what doesn't kill only makes you stranger

Shit it's been awhile since I wrote but I check the site regularly for notifications. I have been sober almost a year which is a surprise because at my rate I was told I had a year or 2 before I was dead.

lol...I'm still around just lurking around

One seductive whisper can leave you looking at death wanting to kiss her.

Too bad I wasn't wanting to make a piece, its complicated...