Hate, hate, hate myself for the character defects I cannot help.
The agony driving me insane is a reflection to everyone's pain.
It hurts so much to live but yet my broken heart has a lot love to give.
The future I can change and not the past despite the fact it's like a shotgun blast.
Depression needs to bleed, my heart needs to feed....
The pain inside destroys me and the reflection is a face I hate to see.
Hate, hate, hate myself for not fixing the character defects I cannot help.
I feel what I put many through and the pain and wisdom is my payment due.
Things just hurt in life and I find comfort with taking the edge off the knife.
I learn from each mistake but in the end my soul is burned at the stake.
Depression runs free, my heart left blind to see...
The cross upon my back I bare leaves me with a cold blank stare.
Hate, hate, hate myself for realizing too late the character defects I need to help.
These tears overdue....
Inside pain burns so true....
Hate myself....