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It seems like once a week or two I come in to check my messages and when I have a lot time look at art. Well despite going to school, working over time and getting drawing the short straw in everything I do, a big piece of me died when I got sober.

Since my start on Deviant to July 2012 I could write all the time because I was an alcoholic. Music and alcohol fueled beautiful emotions that are now gone or show in brief glimpses. When I do try to write I don't have that same fire or magic and it shows.

Even when I have few mental break downs which are rare are write and end up deleting because I hate them. However, I seen 'Poison" which didn't have a name and added it. 

Come July I have 3 years of sobriety despite being dealt bad cards and left and right. If I didn't stop drinking for good this time I wouldn't be writing this right now.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Amity Affliction
  • Watching: Modern Family
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
Physical and emotional pain tear away my flesh and poison my brain without rest.

No matter how hard how I try my past continues to poison me until I die.


Life's video of change is still buffering and the past poisons me to continue the suffering.

I did make it to where I needed to be and was so happy I had achieved my dream only to be blindsided by the unseen.


At night when I dream the poison can't hurt me in a world that I wish my eternity.

Let me sleep forever to sever this life line for tranquility will be just fine.


The poison has never left me and the feeling in my stomach is very heavy.

No matter how you hard you try you will always fry for things in the past that will slice you apart like broken glass.
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I don't always stalk, but when I do, it's running you down in the crosswalk.

Next put the car in reverse and thump thump over your body I traverse.


One will act with utter haste when they never forget a face.


A can of lighter fluid dumped in your booze should help you to take a fatal snooze.

Lighter fluid, I hate to waste this but it's odor and tasteless.


One will lay a life to waste when they never forget a face.


Five years, ten years, or even twenty years makes no difference when you never forget a face.
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I got bored two years ago and used paint to make a room that I learned from middle school art class.
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brandon2cool
Brandon Anderson
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United States
Current Residence: Oklahoma
Favourite genre of music: Metal & Modern Rock
Favourite style of art: Horror/Macabre
Operating System: Windows 8
Wallpaper of choice: Dice
Personal Quote: "Everyday is a puzzle piece, once complete we are deceased."
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It seems like once a week or two I come in to check my messages and when I have a lot time look at art. Well despite going to school, working over time and getting drawing the short straw in everything I do, a big piece of me died when I got sober.

Since my start on Deviant to July 2012 I could write all the time because I was an alcoholic. Music and alcohol fueled beautiful emotions that are now gone or show in brief glimpses. When I do try to write I don't have that same fire or magic and it shows.

Even when I have few mental break downs which are rare are write and end up deleting because I hate them. However, I seen 'Poison" which didn't have a name and added it. 

Come July I have 3 years of sobriety despite being dealt bad cards and left and right. If I didn't stop drinking for good this time I wouldn't be writing this right now.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Amity Affliction
  • Watching: Modern Family
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage

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DylanSeto Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Student Artist
Hey~~

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!

-Dylan Seto
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brandon2cool Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015
You're welcome, feel free to send a link I'll check it out.
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DylanSeto Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Student Artist
Okay!

Here: youtu.be/8Q0ezoJyfdY

Let me know what you think :)

And if you like it, sharing it would be cool too. ;)
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brandon2cool Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015
That was really cool and the rubix cube complimented the video. The fast rap like breakdown was perfect in between the melody. That was really good, I mean really good. :) Keep it up, you got the talent.
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NykiiLynn Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the fav and the wonderful words on my journal :)
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NykiiLynn Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the favorites and the kind words on my story. As someone who feels like it was total garbage, its greatly greatly appreciated that you love it. <3

you should check out some of the rest of my stories. Theres a folder in my gallery dedicated to them.
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NykiiLynn Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav:)
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NykiiLynn Featured By Owner May 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
hmm.. you havent been online or wrtten in a while, so im just gonna randomly drop by and say hi. I actually miss you. you were one of my favorite people on this site. And btw i still find you attractive x3 anyway i really miss you and i wish you were on more so we could talk as much as we used to. mmmkay. bye. just wanted to say that xD
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brandon2cool Featured By Owner May 15, 2014
Hey you, thanks how ya been? I have been doing great. I spend a load time on Facebook but I have been trying to get to the site to more. Something I  just may do. :D
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NykiiLynn Featured By Owner May 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
of course, my moms cutting off my internet, sp i wont be on as often.
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